While choosing 5 books for my latest Top 5 Wednesday, which is about books that I want to read before the year ends (check it HERE), I went through my archive and realized that I’ve written a lot of TBRs previously.
No, I am not talking about those monthly TBRs. I’m talking about seasonal ones like for summer break or autumn, or end of year ones where I’m listing my most anticipated books for the following year. And you know what I realized by looking through these posts?
I barely read any of the books on that list.
When I made those list, it’s to help me see which books I need to prioritize over that period. But as the period goes, I ended up reading different books from what I listed, even though I knew I should be prioritizing them. In fact, the book I listed usually ended up untouched for YEARS before I actually read them.
Today I’m going to hurt your eyes and soul by compiling all the books I’ve promised to read since 2015, yet still unread until now. Even putting this list already stress me out and putting me in a bad mood because the pressure!!! So let’s just get started.
Books mentioned: LADY MIDNIGHT by Cassandra Clare // INTO THE DIM by Janet B. Taylor // THE IMPOSTOR QUEEN by Sarah Fine // THE FORBIDDEN WISH by Jessica Khoury // A FIERCE AND SUBTLE POISON by Samantha Mabry // BRIGHT SMOKE, COLD FIRE by Rosamund Hodge // THE MUSE OF NIGHTMARES by Laini Taylor (this one is weird… it should be STRANGE THE DREAMER right?) // REBEL OF THE SANDS by Alwyn Hamilton // REIGN OF SHADOWS by Sophie Jordan // ASSASSIN’S HEART by Sarah Ahiers // THE SHADOW QUEEN by C.J Redwine
The rest…. well…. *quietly removes them from my goodreads tbr shelf*. We’re off with a bad start guys.
Read rate: 9%
Books mentioned: SEED by Lisa Heathfield // PROMISE OF SHADOWS by Justina Ireland // A THOUSAND SALT KISSES by Josie Delmuth // SECOND CHANCE SUMMER by Morgan Matson // MISS MAYHEM by Rachel Hawkins // LOLA AND THE BOY NEXT DOOR by Stephanie Perkins // CROWN OF MIDNIGHT by Sarah J. Maas // THE MERCILESS by Danielle Vega // THE GAME OF LOVE AND DEATH by Martha Brockenbrough // AIR AWAKENS Elise Kova
Actually read: SEED by Lisa Heathfield (REVIEW), PROMISE OF SHADOWS by Justina Ireland (REVIEW), A THOUSAND SALT KISSES by Josie Delmuth (REVIEW), SECOND CHANCE SUMMER by Morgan Matson (REVIEW), MISS MAYHEM by Rachel Hawkins (REVIEW), LOLA AND THE BOY NEXT DOOR by Stephanie Perkins (REVIEW), and THE GAME OF LOVE AND DEATH by Martha Brockenbrough (REVIEW)
What I’m still interested to read: Everything else, especially THE MERCILESS. Well.. the rest except CROWN OF MIDNIGHT???
This one is not bad at all, I managed to read 7/10 from this list! At least I managed to make a dent on my backlist books.
Read rate: 70%
2016: Books to read in 2017 (ha ha, see a trend here?)
Books mentioned: THE FELLOWSHIP OF THE RING by JRR Tolkien // A COURT OF THORNS AND ROSES by Sarah J. Maas // CROWN OF MIDNIGHT by Sarah J. Maas // STRANGE THE DREAMER by Laini Taylor // THE SUMMER OF CHASING MERMAIDS by Sarah Ockler
Actually read: THE SUMMER OF CHASING MERMAIDS by Sarah Ockler
What I’m still interested to read: STRANGE THE DREAMER by Laini Taylor
Surprise surprise! Another lousy list. I only managed to read 1/5 of this list, still interested in another 1, and just abandon the rest. Oh well.
Read rate: 25%
Let’s take a 5 minute break, shall we? I’m tired listing all these books
Actually read: none
I want to say oops but at the same time, judging by the books I’m still interested to read, I guess I just make this post because I’m jumping on “___ anticipated release” bandwagon at the end of the year ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Read rate: 0%
Books mentioned: THE SUMMER OF CHASING MERMAIDS by Sarah Ockler // COMPULSION by Martina Boone // THE MERCILESS by Danielle Vega // LOLA AND THE BOY NEXT DOOR by Stephanie Perkins // DREAMS OF GODS AND MONSTERS by Laini Taylor // STRANGE THE DREAMER by Laini Taylor // HALF BAD by Sally Green // MY LADY JANE by Cynthia Hand // LOOK WHO’S BACK by Timur Vermes // CLOCKWORK ANGEL by Cassandra Clare
Actually read: THE SUMMER OF CHASING MERMAIDS by Sarah Ockler // COMPULSION by Martina Boone // LOLA AND THE BOY NEXT DOOR by Stephanie Perkins // DREAMS OF GODS AND MONSTERS by Laini Taylor // HALF BAD by Sally Green
What I’m still interested to read: All of it.
Read rate: 50%
Books mentioned: LOLA AND THE BOY NEXT DOOR by Stephanie Perkins // LADY RENEGADES by Rachel Hawkins // DAUGHTERS OF THE NILE by Stephanie Dray // THE SUMMER OF CHASING MERMAIDS by Sarah Ockler // THE BONE SEASON by Samantha Shannon // HALF BAD by Sally Green // DEFY by Sarah B. Larson
This is another one of those list that actually pretty good! I managed to read more than a half book from the list and all that’s left are books that I’ve been putting off.
Read rate: 71%
Books mentioned: LADY RENEGADES by Rachel Hawkins // STRANGE THE DREAMER by Laini Taylor // GENTLEMAN’S GUIDE TO VICE AND VIRTUE by Mackenzie Lee // THE MERCILESS by Danielle Vega // MY LADY JANE by Cynthia Hand
Actually read: LADY RENEGADES by Rachel Hawkins
What I’m still interested to read: the rest of the books
Ahhh we’re back to my bad habit of abandoning list. To be fair, I’ve been in some sort of weird mood at the first half of the year and I’m really overwhelmed with other books. I plan to read most of them during the summer though, so fear not!
Read rate: 25%
T H E V E R D I C T:
Unfortunately, no. I don’t think they work for me and as I mentioned earlier, they tend to stress me out because I feel the need to read SO MANY BOOKS. Playing catch up really burns me out, I even considered to step back for a moment. I also kept listing the same book over and over and over again (Strange the Dreamer, Summer of Chasing Mermaids, The Merciless) and tbh, it puts me off even more. I am a mood reader so my monthly tbr is actually a VERY loose tbr, but seeing the same book over and over again really stress me out.
Thank you for sticking out until the end of this post! What about you? Do you think TBRs really work for you?